Why Was I So Ignored

Why was I so ignored *

If you get pregnant You
will get an abortion!
My mom would tell me.

It was an automatic separation
between my mom and me.

The words I heard was
Fear!
The words I heard was
your self- worth isn't that
important.
Your baby will be at the
bottom of the list.

She tells me she loves me.
And she is telling me,
for my own good.

Why was I so ignored*

My boyfriend tells me
If you get pregnant you
can get an abortion!
No worries!
I will always love you.

It was a seed of separation.
Where is my self-worth?
Ending our own child's
Life?

Why was I so ignored*

I'm pregnant and scared
to death!

I can't tell my mom
and I am afraid to tell
my boyfriend!

Oh ' my heart!
I am becoming shameful!
They make it seem so
simple!
Get the abortion and
you will be fine.

Why was I so ignored *

I have never felt so alone.
so separated from the 
world!

My child is a bother.
And myself worth is
at a low.

I don't want to end my
child's Life!
but everyone is pressing me
to do so!
Oh' My Lord help me!

I have no one to turn to!

The world has offered me
something they think is so
perfect for me.

The world has offered me
a solution to my problems.
But now that I have ended
"My Child's Life" 
the world can't offer
me comfort nor peace.

I am feeling pain on top
of pain
I have ended one of
God's creation!
I ended a part of me!

All the pro-choice signs
can't help me!

All the protesters can't
help me!

All the legal signatures
can't help me!

The only person is you
My Lord +

For it is you who know
my self-worth +

You know my babies
self-worth +

I know you won't ignore 
me +

I will hold onto you
until the ends of the
earth +

Please ' pick me up +
cradle me in your arms +

Why was I so ignored *

note: Ending an unborn child's life
is never the answer + seek out an
adoption agency on Rachel's Project
link below:
Project Rachel and Gabriel Project ; 7-2016



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